Let my shadow run beside me
One swift and silent feet
Beings of besieged malice
Smolder underneath
Veil my hate with courtesy
But poison in my gaze
Seek the beast of blinded wrath
In panic's jagged maze
Howling, barren, naked thing
Striking without sight
Reason sold for power's coin
Fury strangling the light
Monsters I hid for other's sake
Creep from the darkness tonight
From under my bed to gobble me up
Coming to eat me alive.
Lost causes shoved out in the cold
abandoned emotions depraved
Dreams rot to nightmares with age
Dead ambition back from the grave.
For the feel of salt water on my skin,
For the stars and planets as they spin,
For every single secret sin,
I thank you.
For the alien creature at my feet,
For the way the wind runs through the wheat,
For pain and fear in each defeat,
I thank you.
For the vast, unsearchable sky,
For monsters that in the ocean lie,
For the demon that is "I,"
I thank you.
For a mind that always wonders,
For the thrill of summer thunder,
For this feeling of going under,
I thank you.
For words cavorting across my tongue,
For adventures had when I was young,
For the stab of cold air in fevered lungs,
I thank you.
For the wolf with its unyielding bite,
For the
Observation on Female Athleticism Or Why I Run by JediMase, literature
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Observation on Female Athleticism Or Why I Run
I've been running faithfully since the beginning of February, and it's starting to show, as numerous people have commented, some several times, on my changing shape. “You look so skinny!” or even, “You're just wasting away to nothing!” It's meant as a compliment, I know. It's what society has told us (especially women) that people (especially women) want to hear when they're clearly reaping the benefits of their lifestyle choices. But that's not why I run.
I distinctly remember Mom reading the Just-So Stories to me when I was young. The way she told about the Mother Jaguar in “The Beginning of Armadillos,&rdquo
The Barbed-Wire Tree
He saw lines only as things that divide,
That keep the Other on the other side,
So he ran away from the ties that bind,
To tie them in a different knot
The closer you grasp, the more hurt you'll be,
Clinging too tight to the barbed-wire tree.
Is free from everything really free?
Or have you locked yourself in the dark?
“Philosophy is a wordy game;
Ultimately, it's all the same.”
But no Absolute means no-one to blame,
And makes a lie out of choice.
The closer you grasp, the more hurt you'll be,
Clinging too tight to the barbed-wire tree.
Is free from everything really free?
Or have you locked yourself in th
Bone-Pickers Court
Turn aside from disheveled earth
brush off the dust
It was of no account, small and weak
the thing I broke
It was in my way, it won't be missed
no one has seen
Dry, rustling, last breath drifting
ragged shadows
Sooty-feathered cinders floats in
cocked heads and squints
knowing eyes. Harsh voices on heaped sand
mutter, “Kill kill”
Just rooks croaking, needn't fear.
Whispering sand,
loose stones slither, amber eyes flicker
The jackal sees
the unmarked graves un-mourned and knows
the blood-paved paths
No, it seeks bones to gnaw on
not untold sins
A screeching keen, who's shrieking, “Him!”
With braze
Am I a coward? I never told him
about the warmth I felt in his smile,
about the worth I felt in his words.
Am I a traitor? Did I break my word
to always stand by a comrade,
to always love like a brother?
Am I a halfwit? Why didn't I ask
for us to walk a while longer,
for us to sit a little closer?
Am I a wanton? Did I grasp vainly,
toying with another soul
to satisfy myself?
Am I a martyr? Needlessly obsessing,
picking over chances untaken,
words spoken or not?
Am I... human?
Hooded forms rush through the night,
Where gleaming lies the moon's pale light,
Like molten silver spilt upon the ground.
The forest's silence breaking,
Is there truth here for the taking?
Or have all wisdom's bright jewels been found?
Youth pursuing its manly station,
Learned building a new creation,
Come seeking secrets of cold stones.
Is there something new in store,
Or has it all been known before?
Does fate lie trapped within old bones?
Dusk. The setting sun turns to
copper and gold and burns the sky
to fire and blood.
The half-lit moon is out of reckoning,
rises too soon.
A rural road, overgrown and lonely.
Sudden comes a rush of wings,
rust and cream,
light as fall leaves, heavy
as last breath.
Two hawks alight on a
telephone pole.
Bronze eyes meet grey.
Two lives transfixed by alien gaze.
The car slows, stops,
the hawk cocking its head to ask
Where are you running?
half-knowing dragon smile
less wisdom, no malice
bemused black pebble eyes
bronze scales turn green
a serpent blush
from unasked attention
"a lizard can be caught in the hand
yet it is found in king's palaces"